Chicken Runner

2011-01-21T09:29:00.000+08:00

and i still do.

2011-01-14T00:06:00.000+08:00

2010-12-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

can't stop thinking. =(

tango-alpha-november-golf-lima-echo-delta

2010-12-27T11:18:00.001+08:00

my new dream is you

a Narnian quote

2010-12-18T22:39:00.000+08:00

don't think of your fears. it'll only make them come true.

1+1=?

2010-12-13T16:27:00.003+08:00

questions running through my mind. thoughts going wild, going crazy. ever had those moments?

i've got so many questions i can never bring myself to ask. so many questions that i'll never get an answer to. it hurts, badly. would going away help? i have no idea. my thoughts just keep coming back. nightmares, negative thoughts, negative feelings, guilt, and sorrow.

so fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith. i really pray that i can, especially in this situation. i want to serve with God and not just for God. help me take these sorrows away even as i go away.

God you told me many things. that you will not give me more than i can handle. right now is more than i can handle. please stop.

God gives, God takes

2010-12-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. God has given these fruits of the spirit. it is up to us to receive them.

peace. such an amazing gift. however, as the script sang: "How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?"

only just a dream

2010-11-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.

silver lining

2010-11-25T13:34:00.001+08:00

there's always a silver lining behind every dark cloud. i guess the converse is true too. there's always a dark lining behind every bright spot.

irony

2010-11-25T01:14:00.002+08:00

just when i think the situation's improving, it's actually deteriorating. again. i'm too tired to reason anything out anymore.

a apt psalm

2010-11-19T13:52:00.001+08:00

psalms 23
The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

in the midst of exams, my body is feeling weakened. Lord, refresh my soul and restore my body.

life is full of changes

2010-11-10T22:57:00.002+08:00

so many changes. this has been a year of change.

it's more or less confirmed that we're moving out of expo early next year. this will mean changes in the children's ministry, changes in location, changes in timing, changes to schedules, changes to so many things.

God, are these changes meant to challenge me? i really hope that i can survive through them. only by your grace. only by your strength.

pok kay

God is.. amazing.

2010-11-03T20:46:00.004+08:00

I really can't believe how amazing God is.

all the times when i've been the one encouraging and supporting a friend. right now when i'm the one in need of encouragement, feeling so discouraged, feeling so hurt, feeling so helpless, she's there and now she's the one encouraging me. really really, i can't imagine how amazing God is. working through me, in me, for me.

Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

Starfield - Rediscover you

2010-11-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
on religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit, that the passions's gone

And I want to get it back

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

I want to learn to pray
The way that David prayed
I want my soul to burn when i hear Your name
I want to feel like new
I want to hunger for You
Bring me back to life like only You can do
Cause I don't want to stay the same

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

Lord, I want to be Yours today
I want to know the passion of the saints
And how they were changed

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move

I want to burn for You
Bring me back to life, Jesus
Help me rediscover You

lglg

2010-11-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

let go and let God. a phrase that's easy to recite, but hard to incorporate. maybe this phase is to teach me more things on how to let go and let God

A time for everything

2010-10-31T20:47:00.001+08:00

Is it really? Although i don't think it is, i trust God and His timings. i trust God to fulfill His plans in my life. i trust God when He says "don't give up"

Thanksgiving

2010-08-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

Thank you Lord, for providing me with what i need at each moment in my life.
Thank you Lord, for bringing me through your refining fire, that i may emerge a stronger person.
Thank you Lord, for blessing me with few, so that i may rejoice in abundance.
Thank you Lord, for guiding me through the dark valleys.
Thank you Lord, for being so faithful even when i struggle to be faithful.
Thank you Lord, for giving me peace in uncertain times.
Thank you Lord, for lifting me up when i am down.
Thank you Lord, for drawing us back to you when we stray.
Thank you Lord, for your staff and rod that comforts us.
Thank you Lord, for being our God.
Thank you Lord, for forgiving our sins.
Thank you Lord, for the cross so free.
Thank you Lord, for working wonderfully.
Thank you Lord, for the blessings that come so unexpectedly.
Thank you Lord, for the community that i am in.
Thank you Lord, for healing me.
Thank you Lord.

2009-03-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

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hello everyone.

2008-06-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

hello graeme. haha! so you did find my blog. =)

okay, anyway, the tag-board's quite full of shit and i think its time to remove it. yup. anyone knows how to correct it?

see you soon!

2008-02-27T11:11:00.002+08:00

Goodbye my friends! i'll be off to thailand for a month tmr.

to all my friends, i hope that you can forgive me for spending so little time with all of you. thanks for all the times that any of you have shown care or even ask to meet up. so sorry i couldnt make the appointments at a lot of times. i hope to make it up to you after i come back from thailand. now's just a busy time.

hope i pissed none of you off too because of temperamental behavior. haha!

i will be back at the end of march, so, let me know again when we can all meet up. anyone! =)

a random flick

2008-02-08T11:05:00.000+08:00

i'm a little short and , here is my , here is my , when the , hear me , tip me over and me out.

Remember to off the other player at the side. =)

2008-01-24T15:34:00.000+08:00

Listen to this!! It is the explosive music soundtrack from the show Transformers. Thanks Weslie for the CD!

Nice tracks are 1,3,6,7,8,10 is not bad, 12, 15 is not bad, 16, 17, 19 is exciting and 20.

2008-01-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

This is the whole show of Jef-f Dun-ham's Spark of Insanity. I personally think it should be called Spark of Brilliance. Hah! anyhow, just watch it but do turn up the volume a bit because its a little soft.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

2008-01-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

watch these. hahahahaha, I'LL KILL YOU!!!

2007-11-30T10:51:00.000+08:00

watch this, its funny yet true.

down down

2007-11-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh gosh, my com's down. currently it keeps restarting no matter what. i've tried a lot of things to make it work but it still cant. i wonder why. restart after restart, altering the system settings, reformatting, reinstalling software, etc etc.. but still nothing.

now i gotta use the old com which lags bad.

tmr i start barnabas. at least i'm helping out. i wonder what its like. hope i dont die...

there!

2007-11-18T10:26:00.001+08:00

There! finally i've got time to update again. there's a new thing on my blog. try it out ya! =) hope i can do more posts in the near future.

lost

2007-09-12T09:22:00.001+08:00

brunei, see you soon.

a REAL singer

2007-07-08T11:31:00.000+08:00

here's to Connie! She's super good at singing! a pity she didnt win Britain's got talent contest.

Watch.

Thank God.

2007-05-19T01:37:00.000+08:00

I thank God for the people that he has set in my life. I thank God for holding me together through this time. i just met up with Tim today. realised that there's more to life than just the friends we think we have. there are people out there who really care. some have shown their true colours, some havent.

To sgt tim, thank you for that brief talk we had. i appreciate you just stopping by and talking to me like no one has done for the past few weeks, months.

I feel extinct, like no one ever remembers me anymore, unless i let them know of my existence then they'll go "oh ya hor, how are you?"

Coping with army right now and i dont think i'll say much. trying to get through this 2 yrs without getting hurt. just had quarrels with the drivers next door. just did some paper work which was quite a bundle to complete for my msg, and think he appreciates the stuff i do. i thank God for all his provision. i thank God that through it all, he has held me there. once again.

to tim, sorry about the very very late reply of your tag. i wanted to tag your blog today, but there was no tag board. so this is my reply and i really really hope you'll see it. God Bless.

its a jungle out there

2007-02-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

army has begun. i dont know what to say about it. its just a thing every guy has to go through.

complaints are useless, they dont do a thing. it doesnt improve the situation. im sorry i've put you in such a position where you're compelled about me. i know you're out there. im thinking of you. im sorry for treating you like some ungrown child.

now, the blood in me is you. i cant always rely on you for every single thing and i know that. i will be strong. i will grow and not be pressuring you about things that i should know better myself. i mean it. there is no way i'll ever be able to face myself if i become so weak, even a single ant bite will kill me. thats why i want to grow. thats why i want to improve. i dont want things to come to such a state again that we fall apart. thats why im doing what im gonna do. change is neccessary. i will change for the better.

the things you say, i hold it in my heart. the things you do, i keep in my mind. the times we spend, i treasure it. so, dont ever forget me. its times like this that makes us strong and prove that we can. its times like this that causes us to realise that we cant survive alone. thats why i rely on you. thats why i want to be strong and set you free. I WANT TO SEE YOU SOAR IN THE SKY.

with each passing day, i feel furthur from reality. but when i meet up with you, everything seems to fall into place. nothing can describe the joy that i have when im with you. its like everything is set into place and you've prepared the world for me. its like i just need to follow you and know that you want the best for me. just show me what i must do, i'll do it. just show me clearly, i'll see the picture. a picture paints a thousand words.

lastly, we'll survive through this and we'll be stronger. stronger than we've ever been. we'll be more lasting and more truthful. no doubt, there will be disagreements but i know, we'll get through it no matter how hard. that's cause we hold each other too close to let go. if we let go, our world crumbles. there's no turning away and no running. lets move forward. =)

bom bom

2006-10-29T18:21:00.000+08:00

I am a stupid bom bom. I am also a fatty bom bom. When i walk, the ground goes *bom bom bom*.

Written by: Loh Zheng Yi

2006-10-16T08:37:00.000+08:00

and so theres ppl saying that we cant put the blame on them because they haven recovered from the crisis or whatso ever. they din hv the money to tackle the problem. so what has this rrly got to do with us. i mean, its not that this haze thing is something out of the blue, nor is it happening like once in a freaking million years. IT FREAKING HAPPENS ANNUALLY. DAMN IT. if they are so lost as in what to do, here's what they ought to do:

gather all e ministers they can possibly have.
hire maids(think there's plenty of them over there)to make beverages for themselves. probably some cheap teh-o or even liang teh to cool down since e FIRE's burning. must be super cheap to cut down on expenses.
discuss the problem.
make some immediate decisions like borrow money from other countries to tackle the prob of hazze FOR THE NEXT FEW HUNDRED YRS. and not do last minute decisions to appeal for donations when the condition is alr like so bad.
EDUCATE ppl on PROPER agriculture methods. for goodness sake pls find educated educators. or else mass photocopy chapter 8 pg 123-333 of secondary school elective geography and distribute to the farmers. or just distribute any comic or materials containing illustration(pics?voice recordings?whatever.) for clear and simple understanding.

things that they ought to NOT do:

stop ministers from telling the press, "what more can we do?"

the stupid haze is making everyone sick. i cant study properly. my throat swells, ulcers swell and i think my head is gonna swell too. smoke in my eyes, smoke outside and smoke on my hair. i cant go anywhere and everything's so horrible that i started betting on the PSI with my friend. to see how high and how low it could go. so bored that me and my bro simply laughed at the fact that PSI shot up to 150 ytd night 8pm.

damn it. pls pls pls do some sensible things, ppl over there. i cant even roll my eyes at yall because its all stuffed with soot.stop the migration, we are happy with our ppl here. we will live in harmony and never to fight among ourselves.

ps. This was cut and pasted

Birthday!

2006-09-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hey ATP and friends! Thanks for being part of my birthday yesterday and all the effort and thoughtfulness put into celebrating my birthday with a surprise! I really had a shock of my life when all of you just appeared in my house out of no where.

Well, it wouldnt have been possible without that person and that person has put a lot of thought and effort into planning all these, even getting my mother's handphone number so that there can be some planning done through it. I really want to thank that person from deep down and it will be the most memorable birthday ever! I cant forget the way you all sprang out and it just makes me happy. =)

'Just the way you do things, just the way you think about things, the way you handle it, the way you smile, the way you compose yourself in times like these, thats what makes you you. Unique. That's what you are and will always be. And if anything goes wrong, you are there to right it and make things a lot more bearable. Thank you for being you.'

Thank you all once again for being such a wonderful part of my life. Thanks Mom and Dad too, for being so supportive and wonderful. Birthdays are never meant to be celebrated alone.

no.6~!

2006-06-28T09:24:00.000+08:00

Its no.6! Woot! i just loooveee the numbers as they come on by! its alr 6 and soon 7 will come and then 8 and 9 and 10 and ........ yes! its a great day today and i've got physics paper in the afternoon..

Really, everyone's quite stressed up by this mid years and its been demoralising so far.. the school's really bad by not giving us a break.. june was just another month that we have but our school decided to call it the study break.. wth. with all that and now the mid years, the school really does not care about our welfare by starting term straight after this mid yrs..

With no break and no fun, when term starts again, no one's gonna concentrate on what's being taught.. its really not a smart thing to do.. well, lets not get carried away! today's no.6 after all.. yeps! sorry to all about yesterday..

well, should be studying now.. gonna write out all the formulas and force it into me.. bye!

OMG OMG!

2006-05-29T21:52:00.000+08:00

Band Concert's over! Now's the time that everyone will feel so nostalgic about band and such.. its been a great year and now its time to pass it on.. well then.. lets talk about the most obvious thing here!

BLOGSKIN'S CHANGED AGAIN! YEPS! Blogskins are nice but cant leave it there too long or it'll be too dull.. thanks to Paulina for changing it for me once again! although this blog's half dead.. Yeps.. I think hardly anyone comes here anymore apart from me and her.. Thank You Pok! for all the wonderful changes that you've imparted in my life!

I really thank God for letting us step down from EXCO but i miss the days and all the hard work each and every member, EXCO, and SL put in for the whole year! stepping down means more time for studies and more time for the many other things in life..

Just had my CHINESE paper again today.. it was quite a good paper. i mean, its rather easy to speak of and i think i can actually get at least a c6! woot! but i have to put in a bit more effort on my part for the upcoming oral and listening that i've yet to take..

GUYS! MY SEC SCH BAND'S CONCERT IS COMING UP!! ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO PLEASE INFORM ME! i'll get tickets for you.. There's a special treat for that day too.. =)

Last but not least, tmr's GP paper and i wanna wish each and every loyal ATP member a GREAT time tmr and DO WELL for this paper.. STUDY HARD!

Happy M-Day!

2006-03-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

Hey all!! First post after who knows how long... Its been a great long term and its going to be the Band Camp soon.. A lot of stuff to prepare for...

Yup! today's M-Day.. It seems that it's been a short time, but indeed, its more than that... Our happiness and our joy... It all seems to drown the sorrows out.. I've decided many times already to put stuff thats not relevant away and focus on the present.. Doesnt matter if you're not doing well now.. You'll do well in the near future and i have confidence in you doing it!

Well, its not very often that i post something right?? So, well, today's special. thats because today's M-Day! Happy M-Day to you!

new blogskin

2006-01-08T18:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. i got a new blogskin.. as many of you can see.. yup.. its nice rite? well, gotta thank ppl for it... thanks to the person who did it for me!!

7/1/2006

2006-01-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

Feel too frustrated to say much.. called ty and i think i spoke too harshly to her just now.. but i feel very freaked out now! sorry ty.. sorry i shouted at you..

well, had exco meeting just now and the day had a good weather and such.. we went to Mrs Lau's house and she did a very good job to teach us the thinking process of making decisions.. we discussed about the cca recruitment this wednesday, the band camp and the band concert.. but mostly on the band camp and cca recruitment.. it was very fun.. we went to do a copy of the cert from genting and it looked better than the original.. we're giving Ms Lai the original!

well.. today turned the wrong way in the evening.. thats all.. feel very frustrated.. but i've let it all out.. so.. yep.. bye

day 3

2006-01-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

its day 3 of school... should've dont my holiday assignments, now i'm regretting it.. should've started a good habit since day 1, now i'm kinda regretting it.. but there's still the option to change.. its 12:34 am... nice timing to be online... i promised someone i'll be sleeping soon... well, that has to be fulfilled...

tied water bombs today.. wasnt really OUR duty, but Kenny was being nice and helping out Fabian, who is in council.. well, there's a lot more to our friendship than just going out.. its being there for each other and keeping each other safe... well, we left around 7, after 1 and a half hours of tideous tying of the freaking 1300 water bombs... Kenny and Sarah stayed behind to finish up the quota of 4000 water bombs.. i cant imagine tmr.. wet and wild.. with about a thousand j1s.. each throwing 4 water bombs.. how pathetic.. and our hands hurt from it! stupid...

well, i've done my work and i hope the teachers dont kill me tmr.. nites dar!

Dearest of all

2006-01-02T09:05:00.000+08:00

it was a fun time we had at bedok reservoir yesterday.. although not too many of us, it was indeed fun and i really cherish the moments that make each and every of us happy.. the sparklers that xw and donovan made into rockets.. those gave us an aim through the night.. i should've been at church, but it would have been the same as going to bedok reservoir.. i think tonight would be more interesting than the countdown they had..

well, a happy new year to all and may God continue to bless you!

Dearest of all

2006-01-01T16:53:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

2005-12-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all and do NOT forget Christmas is the day that Jesus was born.. It is not about enjoying but of doing the necessary, just as God did on Christmas 2005 years ago..

Orchard was full of weird ppl and all the uncivilised ppl throwing stuff around, spraying, shouting.. what IS Singapore coming to nowadays?! how can we claim to be progressing when there're still so many out there who are in gangs and doing uncivilised acts in public?! the police cant do anything about it.. well, that's the negative aspect we have in our society..

My Chronicles

2005-12-24T10:33:00.000+08:00

we watched chronicles of narnia yesterday!! it was very nice... too fantasy like though.. but the music was freaking good!~@#!@$!

well, it was also Weslie's birthday... happy belated birthday Weslie!

goodbye.

2005-12-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINA.

im going to m'sia tmr. or later in fact. well, hope i enjoy myself.. see you guys soon! esp ATP.

The Extremely BIG post!

2005-12-14T10:24:00.000+08:00

WELL, ppl! its been a long time since i've blogged.. before i start, gotta warn you that this IS rather long.. here i go.. i've told you ppl that time's against me.. maple calls more than blog does! wahaha.. anyway, we've just arrived back from genting and this is the 4th day that we're back.. WE GOT GOLD WITH DISTINCTION! OUGHT TO BE PROUD OF US, SINGAPORE!

anyway, here's all the itty gritty details that happened while we were preparing for the genting trip:

immediately after our last paper: yay! lets go do our pw and prepare for the holidays..! theres so much to do in so much time! home work can be done later when we have more time...

while doing pw: oh gosh.. this is boring.. its such a waste of time!! argh.. cant wait for OP to be over.. then we'll have more time to do our things..

after OP: well, we got all the time in the world.. what shall we do?! gosh.. ! there's band! argh.. who is the person who signed us up on the stupid competition?! wasting our time... and look at the amount of practices!! everyday from 5-9.......................................... hope this is not carried out..

band practices are actually fun, but the intensity of band practices and the short resting times in between practices make it quite intolerable.. thank goodness Ms Sia had the brains to cancel some practices to ensure that we turn up at the remaining practices... so life went on with band practices ruling most of it.. and dinners were at 9.30 after band practices.. diet changed during the many weeks of band practices we had in november..

well, then came the week when my parents left for china with my younger bro, effectively leaving me alone at home with 3 dogs to take care of.. usually, the dogs are much fun and they are very cute.. but when you dont have the time to play with them, cleaning their toilet every morning, evening and night, soon became hazardous with shit all over the area.. gosh.. thinking back makes me realise how much i had to clean... not only that, the washing machine decided not to obey my commands.. somehow, water was left in the machine and it switched off.. WTH!!

anyway, my parents came back just in time before my genting trip.. and they took over the cleaning and maintenance of the house.. they just know about what to do in every situation that the dogs give.. yep.. packing for the trip and getting Kenny and XW over for the night before we left was rather tideous but we did manage to get some rest and report on time on monday, the 5th of december 2005..

So we're on our trip to genting and it was an estimated 7 hr journey trip.. boy, was the bus lousy and uncomfortable.. sleep was taking over some of us, especially those who went for prom night the day before.. the only consolation was that Kenny's father brought dim sum for us to eat on the bus! how nice of him to come all the way to meet us and give us food! and it tasted GOOD!

So monday came and went with the bus journey.. we had snacks, or snaks if this was malaysia, on the bus.. so did the perc section and they keep claiming we got the idea from them, which we did.. HA! first night, food was rather moist and edible and the opening ceremony came and went in a blink of an eye.. a whole lot of words that the speakers gave, but meaningful to some extent..

2nd day, morning.. we were supposed to do accoustics checking and then have workshop at 5... so we went around genting exploring a little.. i was bored by 3pm that day.. genting is one of the MOST BORING PLACES ON EARTH! SAHARA WOULD BE A LITTLE BETTER.. cold and dry, it became the worst experience overseas.. OH.. but we had some fun at the haunted house that day..

3rd day morning was our competition time and we were all anxious.. SOME people had the nerves to be late on the competition itself.. anyway, while we went into our room for warming up, i overheard Ms Sia talk to the organisers about the timing on stage.. it went something about the 2 mins of tuning could be used for the songs instead.. so she decided to do that but our song became one so full of emotion, i think many ppl were awed by it, sadly overtime though... afternoon came and went with us doing nothing but walk all over the place.. then came evening.. we gathered at the hall as ONE band and we were hoping for the best.. Ms Sia told us that we were overtime and the ppl she had asked had given her the wrong information.. so, when we got gold, it went like that

Band No. 3
Meridian Junior College
GOLD

Screams and shouts from our band could be heard through the hall.. many ppl were staring but it didnt bother us.. so we prayed hard we were the only band that made it to gold.. well, 3 other bands did but 2 of which were borderline golds.. the last one was slightly above us and we were disappointed.. though, disappointment did not set us in.. our teacher tried to 'encourage' us but i think he did the wrong thing.. this is not the military or what-so-ever.. this is a band. we feel for each other and when something goes wrong, we feel the pinch.. it so happens that this teacher thought this was military.. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!!!

WTH LAH... #$%^#$%#$.... the unity of the band soon after his 'speech' made us all very proud of ourselves.. we went back to our rooms and crashed each other's rooms to gossip and talk all that we could to make ourselves feel better.. well, we learnt a lot of things through this trip.. never trust the organisers just before the competition..

4th day.. free and easy till 4.30 and then rehearsal for closing ceremony.. dinner was crap and did i mention? food in genting SUCKS TO THE CORE.. service attitude there is crap.. they do things without thinking.. anyway, our band ppl had the audicity to come late for the closing ceremony when they knew it was our last chance to prove ourselves.. they flashed the results once more on the screen and this time we knew we had thrashed all the other bands flat.. 89.6%-5%(penalty)=85.12%... this costs us a lot and we were determined to earn it back.. performance on stage lasted about 15 mins.. we sort of wowed the audience but we knew we did not play that well.. anyway, we did our best!

then cocktail party and pictures galore.. there was no night.. it became day soon with lots of bridge and walking around with benny, yosua, xw, ty, pok and zh.. sure was fun to spend the whole week with our friends.. we all wish we had more time to spend together.. well, as i've said, time is NOT on our side..

we came back on fri and packed up.

Sunday we met up at tamp at seoul garden for dinner to celebrate Paulina's birthday.. lots of laughter and food.. great time there but so much of pushing me around.. haha.. come to think of it, it was all in the name of fun and i should'nt have been so reluctant.. anyway, we did enjoy ourselves didnt we?

and then yest, went to help pasir ris sec band shift to their new sch in bedok.. more or less confirmed to play in the next concert.. vivala musica IV.. got back and realised everyone was doing their holiday assignments except me.. so i got stressed up and today i went to hand up my drop subject form.. hope i made the right decision and may God guide me in my studies next year..

better get back to wrok.. see you around!

hrm??

2005-11-10T14:36:00.000+08:00

pms pms pms. playing maple story seems to be the only thing i do nowadays. apart from the constant pressures of pw. cant wait for it to be over. well, we had an atp outing just last thursday and we enjoyed it!! whoooo!! its incredible that we have so much bonding as a group of friends! just realised donovan's blog is far from nice. it just captures my attention.! he uses a lot of entertaining words and its just very entertaining..

after pw is over, atp shall start mugging hard AND playing hard.. badminton, maple, rollerblading, swimming, running... all these shall be in our schedules.. so shall chem, phy, maths, bio and econs! haha.. so we shall be clever all year round. yesh..

just not really keen on blogging recently.. im just blogging once every few weeks while others blog in days.. wow... i cant imagine how much time this thing consumes! well, maple calls.. so long!

today: open house

2005-10-22T13:49:00.000+08:00

Title says it all.

Today was open house. it sure was tiring.. not only because of it being a full day and us playing and running, and in the end cleaning up the school, but because of all the accumulated tiredness for the past few days while we were practicing for this day..

sure was fun.. running around, talking to all sorts of ppl.. im just shagged man.. gotta sleep early or sleep long.. had subway for lunch and we managed to get lots of cookies for quite some ppl.. in the end, it didnt benefit us but we felt we had done something nice.. yes.. subway has nice food.. open house ended late.. but we managed to go to century square for dinner.. its been a long time since i've been there.. the food there is not too commendable though.. we had a hell of a time laughing about every small thing and it was crappy and lame.. i think we're all just tired.. the bus ride there was funny too.. heads on shoulders.. knees to toes.. auntie laughing but cannot laugh.. so it made it even funnier.. haha!!!

we ended dinner with some lameness at the lift lobby of century square and i think we made a nuisance of ourselves.. haha.. come to think of it, its quite embarrasing.. we realised something on the way to the bus interchange.. in our sec sch, we didnt really adapt the sch's tradition but i think we brought about a change in it in some way.. i realise that we are so alike the atonomous schools and good schools.. the way we think and behave resembles that in their schools.. but they tend to have a more extreme way of putting things..

well, i hope i dont offend anyone and i really cherish the time i have with all my friends and atp in mjc..!! tmr going out, sun going out.. mon sch again.. how to survive sia? i think i better go.. nites!

Halfway.. Go for the end!

2005-10-07T12:47:00.000+08:00

as the title suggests, the end is near! promos are soon coming to an end. today was chem. woah. it was terribly tough... many people did not have enough time to do.. well, thank goodness we did some revision this morning and many things XW, Kenny and Kin Lok revised verbally were indeed useful to me during the exam... thanks ATP people for all the support during this time of exams..

its this period that anyone can crack and everything is so sensitive..

managed to borrow like a million cds from the library in the past week of studying... i think mjc's library rocks in their cd collection..

Tried running on tues with ZhengHong and HuiKoon.. realised my stamina's failing me badly... i cant even complete 6 rounds... better be exercising after the promos.. and VIGOROUSLY!!

weird dreams are not only taking over Paulina's nights.. mine too.. people dying.. i wonder why.. its just sad.. and then many dreams that just affect me in different ways.. my mood, my appetite and stuff like that.. is it the exams or is it just me? i need to be careful..

was playing maple just now, kenny's finally online because tmr we have 'biscuit' and he doesnt need to take that paper.. haha! thanks kenny for your never ending ways to lighten the mood! well, im now lvl 33.. shouldnt be playing or doing any of these stuff during this period but i think it somehow helps me to a certain extent to concentrate better when i am studying away from the com... thanks to all my other friends from all around, all walks of life.. they have encouraged me on and they have helped me perservere! really letting them down by doing this but i think its one last thing i'll do before i make the stand to study for fmaths... thanks to you guys and sorry for any letdowns..

well, gotta go study for fmaths(hopefully not fail maths).. there's 'biscuit' tmr too.. so i have a long day tmr..

HapPy Birthday?

2005-09-16T06:15:00.000+08:00

Its been a wonderful day. Thanks to all my friends - secondary sch, band, church, etc- who sent an sms concerning my birthday today! Really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Love your msgs! And to Yosua having the same birthday as me, Happy Birthday! To those who have tried to do something good for me, thank you too, although i didnt really show me appreciation properly..

Class is quiet about it. seems like they dont even know its my birthday. plan to leave it at that. using the com during GP lesson.. abit bad though.. but who cares? i feel that staying in this class is no use for me.. the people dont care about me, neither do i really have any close friends. what to do, what to do..

Well, shant brood over it.. will try to cheer up thanks to ATP people for being so jovial and cheerful today! Thanks once again!

Birthday?!

2005-09-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

Today was ZhengHong's birthday! It was a totally great day today. Yes. Had school everyday in the past week for physics. Hope i can pass my end years for physics as well as i did in mid yrs. havent done any maths practice yet.. will do some tmr..

As i was saying, today was Zheng Hong's birthday! we celebrated at genkhi sushi, or at least thats how i spell it. didnt really amount up to as much as i thought it would. anyway, not about the amount. it was really enjoyable to hang out with atp and benny and zhenghong and weekiat the whole night. food was GREAT and we had lots of talk at the table. i hope ZhengHong enjoyed the time as much as we did, because at the end of the day, its his birthday.!

Ha! not to mention, we visited pasir ris band today.. they are not too bad. i mean like, they can play through pieces that i never heard before. and for once, chinese music sounded right! ha! yes.. it did! and we will be playing it for vivala next year.. wonder what other music they are playing. well, im off to slp now. Happy birthday ZhengHong!

Music!

2005-09-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

Finally! my blog has music to it! All thanks to Benny! Thanks Benny! used to have one but it was under Weslie's geocities acc.. dont blame him for deleting it... yup.. anyhow, or anyway, now i have my own geocities acc, i can host my own music! yay!

It's quite soft, but its rather relaxing.. yes.. you gotta turn up the volume to listen.. not add more volume but make the speakers louder.. ha! it takes a while to load it too.. so gotta wait.. my puppy's now making so much noise, yelping and such.. but he's soooooooo cute..

Well, promos are just a month away and then not much freedom.. pw steals away our life and then there's still the practice for noah's ark for the genting trip.. hope i can meet up with SY before we leave for genting.. heard she's coming back sometime in november..

Better get going soon.. although i have no mood to study, i have to force myself.. yep! EVERYONE, ALL THE BEST FOR PROMOS, PRELIMS, O LEVELS AND WHATEVER EXAMS YOU HAVE!

Teacher's day or children's day?

2005-09-01T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today was crap.

Tomorrow is supposed to be teacher's day and most schools around Singapore are celebrating this day FOR the teachers. Went back to PR sec today, discovered it was children's day. In their context, they had turned teacher's day into THEIR day of fun and joy. It was totally horrendous. the "muhds" all around and performing the "muhd" songs, they made the students happy, but i doubt any of the teachers were pleased about it. only one performance was not too bad.. but on the whole, the whole concert was out of hand. i have to give it to the teachers on their tolerance for such nonsense.. i thought yesterday's concert in MJC was bad enough until i saw today's.. at least the one in MJC had a meaning behind it and it was TO the teacher's and its related to teacher's day.. today's had NO meaning behind it and all relevence to teachers day was just the part where they dedicate those meaningless songs to the teachers!!

UGH!

im so sorry to vent my fustrations on my blog but i had to get it all out.. im actually quite proud of my school until today.. it made me realise how my school had became like that after only one year.. and to those who are in council in PRSS, its not your fault that the concert sucks.. too bad i have to use that word but its the only word that describes the concert...

anyhow, i found out how i really miss my class people today when i went back.. so much memories just gushed back to being how my class was like last year... so many ppl i miss.. so we went out today and had some sort of 'reunion' lunch.. and that was after all the craziness in school, condemning the concert.. ha! such fun.. no longer do we have the chance to do that now.... JC is boring.. it saps our energy.. talking about that, i need to sleep soon... gd night!

PW sucks!

2005-08-21T14:46:00.000+08:00

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Gosh@!!

2005-08-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

Finally!! a com that i can sign in and use properly!!.. its been months since i last blogged.. cant really remember what has happened in that time... well, i can gladly say that im relieved i now have a much better computer than the last.. hope this blog hasnt died since then!

com down..

2005-06-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

aargh... so irritating.. its damn bad for me now... my com's down and im using the library's com to do some blogging.. and to charge my ipod... evil... anyway, making use of the time waiting for xw to come to sch to study.. its not usual that he's late.. usually its other ppl.. and yes.. thanks alot huikoon, for helping with the tagboard.. havent really thanked you properly or enough yet..

band farewell for seniors was quite a success but alot of j1s didnt turn up although they said they would.. quite a lot of food wasted.. but we kept to our budget though.. shopping for the barbecue made the exco members high.. really... even kailing and jieying turned to the cold side.. yes.. im serious.. we had a great time planning for the farewell with so many things given to the seniors.. we gave the ex exco certificates of honorary mention.. sounds philosophical.. we owe them so much for bringing the band so far and the amount of time they spent for the band.. we shall do the same.. but not totally neglecting our studies like what i've done for the past 3 weeks..

better start studying soon and i hope xw comes to the library to find me.. have to study so much.. why, oh why did i take 4 subs?? now i have to study for phy and chem which i have only touched a bit.. as in touch, not study.. and i have so many topics of fmaths to do.. does fmaths stand for f*maths.. now justin's here.. yup.. another person waiting for xw.. we shall not blame him.. just an idea what i have to study, for phy : 7 chapters : circular motion, kinematics, dynamics, and i forgot.. yes forgot.. for chem : 9 chapters : mole concept, chem bonding, reaction kinetics, mass spectometry, alkanes, organic chem, and etc.. yes i forgot the rest again... *rests*... now i got the rest but i still forgot the other topics.. fmaths : unkown amount of topics : trigo, 3d trigo, summation, ap gp, differentiation, limits, methods of differences, vectors, curve sketching, conics, roots of polynomials, and more... have an idea now???

and to clear some misunderstandings, yes, i have a real boat license.. i can drive a real boat.. its not illegal.. 16 is the minimun age to get the license.. but its a very expensive license.. and its not a toy boat thing... its the real thing.. those boats that can take up to 12 ppl, with an outboard motor to propel the boat...

had some great times last week.. exco meeting lasting 9 hrs, with the new band cheer... everyone wants to kill hongwei for the cheer.. yes.. its called invictus... shopping for seniors presents... shopping for food?? going to church.. yes.. its been a long time since i went to church.. how i missed those days when i used to have time to go every week.. now its always no time... the sermon was good too... can really feel the difference when i dont go and when i go.. God is good all the time!! and no, im not being racits!! ^smile^

interesting.. but weird

2005-06-10T08:42:00.000+08:00

Finally i got a tagboard.. finally realised that i didnt need to sign up for any stupid advertisment thing... that is for enhanced tags... this com really sucks to the max... pentium 4 2.23 ghz but moving slower than a pentium 2 400mhz... slow like anything... got a tagboard but as you can see, its not very nice and it pushes the whole blog down.. its quite out of place.. if anyone can help me out, please do..

Not feeling well the past few days.. having flu and severe cough... my throat hurts everytime i cough.. cant breathe properly either... cant take much food... only soupy food appeals to me at this point in time.. had band today and i wonder how i managed to survive through it.. played Noah's Ark and i believe it sounded nicer than Alfred Reed's Sixth Suite for Band... that is nice too, has interesting parts to it but it seriously doesnt have any main melody that one can follow...

Havent been studying much lately... saturday and sunday was wasted on the xbox... oh.. and i passed the powerboat test... so i can take a boat out anytime... its something i can be happy about now... anytime i want to relax out at sea, i have the ability to do so.. but the drawback is that its very expensive.. heard that xuanwei, weekiat, huikoon, sookoon and benny had a great time exploring their secondary schools.. although VS is not really a secondary school... its just Victoria School... the emphasis is strong on this... couldnt really skip class to go for such stuff especially when i learnt so much during that 3hrs of fmaths lesson which Mdm Koh went through so much on curve sketching... i roughly understand the topic.. hope i can finish all the tutorials and do some practice soon.. since i have not been studying too much..

Did some work yesterday though... physics... and i covered the first two chapters which are relatively simple compared to the other chapters but equally important.. let me put it in maths terms... simplicity of first two chapters
Wasted my time going back to school after lunch today.. should've followed xuanwei, huikoon and donovan to the t-shirt shop... after all, pw today was crap.. wasted 10 mins waiting for the teacher and then in 5 mins, he looked through the gpp and thereafter approved it... the only thing that he said something about is the deadlines of the tasks in the gpp... so dumb... if only i knew, i wouldnt have gone... and i would have followed xuanwei to the shop... well, what's past is past... i cant rewind the clock back like i always hoped to do so... there's no save button like a game either... discussed about farewell for seniors after band and it so happens that we have to fork out the cash first before the band pays up because of one simple reason... we won't be seeing them until school reopens or until the farewell... so the cash has to come from us first... something about writing in paragraphs just makes me want to write longer... dont know why.. so much to talk about... but then again, i'll leave it to the next post... so long! and tag your hearts out! just make sure you still live even if you tag your hearts out!

burnt..

2005-06-05T01:58:00.000+08:00

maybe i should write in paragraphs this time.. will someone please teach me how to get a tagboard? im sorry but i think im totally lost with this sort of things... i can only attempt to fix computers of which most of them get fixed.... sometimes things go wrong but i can troubleshoot... but thats about all i can ever do... learning about tagboard is something im not good at..

well, taking some advice and writing in paragraphs now... i've had one tiring week of holidays... not the first time though.. it may seem that i am getting a lot of work... it may seem i cannot handle my time, from the way my blog is written... it may not be though... anyway, digressing is not good... tuesday i was called to school early for some chinese oral practice... my chinese sucks totally... im never good at it... even the passage was crap... could read some words off the paper but those were mostly basic words that everyone should know... so we had 2 hrs of phy lectures followed by a half hour break and then 2 hrs of fmaths lectures... it was nothing but a mad day... 2 hrs of phy and fmaths EACH.. well, at least i learned something that day... even wednesday wasnt as bad.. but more things were learnt on wed... met up with Mrs Loh and fixed a few days for one-one coaching for physics... she's a good teacher... she cares for us and she teaches well... i shouldnt be failing physics if she's teaching me.. what to do? im just not very smart thats all... went to tjc concert at night with some atp ppl and other band members... it was a good experience at VCH... TJC's band is good.. thats all i can say.. and they have thick skin...

homework is the usual thing we find in school.. but here in mjc, we do it like this! nah.. we get like homework to the power of infinity minus one.. what is one? insignificant... ha! that reminds me... we havent gotton our fmaths lecture tests back yet... wonder who passed at all... went to school early on thursday and yesterday to study.... thursday after school we had the old+new exco meeting and the year 2s shared what they did in the past one year and how they have contributed so much to the band... many things they said about their experience made us prepared not to repeat the same mistakes they did.. all their mistakes shared one common thing... not enough time to plan... we shall strive not to repeat those mistakes... KT bought pizza for us.... we were grateful for it but sad to say, we, maybe i, didnt quite enjoy it... yesterday was the first practice after about 2 weeks break from band... mostly it went fine because some year 2s came back and helped in the sight reading of the pieces... i must say that their sight reading is much better than the us... no point brooding over this... huikoon said i wasnt the person she knew yesterday... maybe i wasnt... some of them said i was high... i tried to control myself... to a certain extent it helped... but they still said i wasnt myself... well? cant do anything... its yesterday's thing... look forward and learn from yesterday's weirdness and learn...

today im taking the powerboat practical test again after failing the last time... i hope i can pass it this time and forget about it ever... ughh... praying for good weather and calm seas... praying for a lot of things... praying that i dont screw up this time round.... wish me all the best??

i'm broke...

2005-05-31T14:04:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: September 15

With a birthday on the 15th of any month, you are apt to have really strong attachments to home, family and domestic scene.
The 1 and 5 equaling 6, provide the sort of energy that makes you an excellent parent or teacher.
You are very responsible and capable.

This is an attractive and an attracting influence.
You like harmony in your environment and strive to maintain it.
You tend to learn by observation rather than study and research.

You may like to cook, but you probably don't follow recipes.
This number shows artistic leanings and would certainly support an talents that may be otherwise in your makeup.
You're a very generous and giving person, but perhaps a bit stubborn in ways.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

just went to this website and this is what it said about me... mostly true but there are parts that aren't.... does it really suit me?? dont know... another loophole to this is that it tends to generalise about characteristics so much so it somehow, in one way or another, matches what you are... well, to the 'normal stuff'... this whole week was crap lah... full of nonsense.... last last saturday went to malaysia for a whole day trip until sunday... bought lots of stuff while i was there... was supposed to go there to 'relax' but i think i spent most of my time worrying about how i was going to hand in my PI... did some last minute work and i think i handed in quite a piece of work... thanks to Benjamin and Weslie for finding loopholes and thinking up of quite interesting ideas for me.... thanks! anyway, back to the week... well, sort of went fine the whole week, phy SPA was quite easy.... matter of tabulation and the graph...... something's really wrong with my com... slow transfer to XW.... MJC actually won VJC in the soccer finals.... VJC was supposed to be the top school and they have been for dont know how long.... this year, we won them narrowly be penalty.... it was fantastic...... we got a holiday because of that... came up with really lame things this week.... just found out MJC choir is really not bad.... TKSS choir is solid.... although some of them were terribly out of tune.... got scolded real badly on thursday because our class didnt finish fmaths hw.... how sad..... this is JC for you... still being pushed to the limits.... limits... infinity - 1... what is 1?? insignificant... went out with ATP last friday and it so happened there were extra tickets to VJC band concert.... have to admit they had some impressive ensembles and ideas that really rocked... but it was a total waste of time and money, although it was to help Hui Koon's friend Xiu Yu... some misunderstanding in the ticket sales... so now im $10 poorer.... TJC concert this wed.... SWS youth this sunday... how to survive this week?? broke like never before.... last saturday had picnic with band exco.... first meeting and i was taking down notes.... hope in future meetings, they will repeat the points that i've missed.... yup... we had overwhelming supply of drinks and fruits..... we had to play games to finish the drinks and get ppl to bring home the fruits..... more updates on Hui Koon's blog on the picnic... well, one extra info is that the ice melted dispite our attempts to 'freeze' the exco... it was quite fun and interesting as we bonded.... not much for us to bond as we know each other well enough... but there is always room for improvement..... tried studying for GP yest but i failed in the attempt.... got stuck on playing xbox instead.... next time anyone tries to PS you, XBOX him/her..... GP exam today and i think i screwed up real bad... although the compre wasnt that badly done.... then it was learning journey and i think my class ppl actually prefer to PS me.... then they put the blame on me... dont know what their prob is... felt quite sad when they actually said i PSed them instead of they PSed me when they were the ones who ran away from me... sad man.... anyway... we watched star wars episode 3.... i conclude it became quite retro more towards the end so that it would link with the technology gap back then.... the soundtrack would appeal to me alot.... they had superb songs and the horns were just there! went to eat dinner, all the while crapping around... im officially lame.... dont know what to say... havent done my chinese compo.... im so dead lor... thank goodness tmr no chi.... just lectures... well, what more do i have to say?? just sign off... anyone who doesnt like this post can post a comment and i'll try to do better next time...

titles?

2005-05-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

its hard thinking of titles... actually thought of replacing it with something else... but forgot to write it down and now i cant seem to remember... anyway... i managed to do up my 5 stations for napfa and im now at a gold standard... muahaha.... so happy... now i can retain my gold streak... not that i got very good standards... its just that to me, gold is the minimum... i can work on it to perfect it... yup... results of the band exco was announced today... im the new secretary... dont laugh... i know... it may not fit me but im gonna do my best at it no matter... i believe in doing my best no matter what is given to me... going to malaysia tmr... a one day trip and coming back on sunday... the whole week went along quite fine... started a new lame joke... i think by now, alot of ppl know about the General Office joke... monopoly in the parade square.. everytime we pass the GO, we collect $200... haha.... anyway, just to update you, my work seems to be catching up with what the teacher is doing... im managing to cope well with school work and to complete them on time... now the big problem is completing my PI which is due next tuesday and it is a national assessment... no idea what to do for it.... nowadays still sleeping quite late and im getting some black eyes.... alot of things are happening... guess it happens to everyone... wonder what i should do for PI... still thinking about it... hopefully i can think of it through the weekend... a bit of back tracking... i hope the exco can work together well and run the band well so that we dont let anyone down... gtg...

a.t.p

2005-05-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

wondering what it means?? dont bother... its an internal joke we have in the band.. see?? join the band and its fun! it sort of eats up most of your free time especially now in jc, but the atmosphere is there... what a week we had... so many things happened in a single week... i didnt know i could stretch my time that long... and do so many things... really had a lot to catch up with on monday.. especially missing out on one day of sch last thurs... last fri was sports day... went out to watch kindom of heaven after sports day... it was quite a let down.. spent my sat and sunday studying.. as usual... but still didnt manage to do much... feel quite upset this week... so many things just didnt go right... monday was running around avoiding the teachers who were chasing tutorials... tuesday was a repetition.. fell asleep on monday night with my glasses on... in the morning, they broke when i tried to fix it.. thus i have turned to contacts for the time being... wed was the exco presentation to the band... well, something happened to me which i didnt know why.. just sat there like a stone... couldnt get words out of me... things are happening, changing... i just dont know why.... its like i feel so drained.. wonder how the others can cope with sch, stay up so late, talk the whole time, and still feel energetic.... where do they get their energy from? just yesterday was a good example... the band was high again due to a "band dinner" which was just catered food.... so much so, we decided to go to white sands for a.t.p "meeting" which was pure jokes and laughter... should have controlled ourselves a bit more but we just couldnt... got scolded for it... couldnt go for parents-teachers meeting today as i had a test... power pleasure craft driving license... sounds chim... but its super stupid... up to date, Singapore's the only one that has to pass a test before you can drive a power boat... well, im saying all these because i failed the test... could have spent my time in sch with a.t.p... managed to attend cell today... finally... it was weeks that i had to skip cell because of other matters... PI... i handed in work... but it wasn't very nice... i think i have to re-do... not that the idea wasnt good.. it just wasnt right for me to hand it in.... thats all... well, got to go... PI calls...

stress out!@#@$!

2005-05-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Finally... its after syf... all the hard work and time spent in practicing for syf finally paid off... we got a GOLD!!! omg... i still cant believe it... so many things have happened... two weeks and one blog... guess im getting more homework... the past two weeks was hell... tutorials piled up like never before... we had band practice every day except sunday... generally, everyday was wake up, go to school, study one whole day, go for band, go for atp dinner, go home, try to do tutorial, and slp... its a vicious cycle... last sat we went to SCH for rehearsal... we shared the place with PJC... it was quite an experience watching their conductor... seriously, she looked like a guy, dressed like one, acted like one, sounded like one... can you imagine it??? anyway, the bus was very noisy both on the way there and on the way back because hui koon and geraldine were singing and laughing all the way... not that it is bad.... and i guess it helped lighten the mood... sunday was rest day, although not much rest was done... went for family photo shoot.... so many things.... monday was the performance at the istana... me and yosua went with pasir ris sec sch band to perform.... we got to tour the istana for free and we took a band photo with the president.... special collar badges were given to the performers... so now we have badges with the istana logo on it... heard that ms sia was quite upset we didnt go for practice that day.... but many apologies as we had already promised to help our sch... tuesday was practice, wed was practice and thursday was syf... the band ppl were quite afraid and nervous... quite ironically, i was hungry... so was vincent and eugene... weird... and kin lok likes to play the buddha song... today was hell of boring... except the morning when they announced to the school that the band got a gold... tsz yan, paulina and hui koon went mad until the principal had to call them out... they kept screaming.... then sports day followed in the afternoon... we tried hiding but KT found out and he nagged like any aunty..... i seriously dont know his problem... but thank God i wasnt inside when he went in... although i'lll own up if he asks.... just watched Kingdom of Heaven with my bro... its quite boring actually... the story is a bit slow... but some parts are quite nice to watch and to see... and its very expensive...!!!! one ticket costs 10 bucks... gosh... do they want to bleed us dry??? ha! and i lent xuanwei some weird al songs... he couldnt take the lameness... well, to conclude this week's ( and last) update, i've added quite a few links... if you want i can add more... i found out the problem why i couldnt add the last time.... ok... better slp soon... catch some shut eye before my com breaks apart...

When will i get a break??

2005-04-24T12:35:00.000+08:00

Phew... school has been hectic the past week.... hideously packed week.... its been tiring trying to stay up every night trying to do homework, which in some cases the teacher doesnt even go through, causing the other homework which are due to be empty.... well, nvm.... firstly, wanna tell all those who i "accidentally" sent the link that it is a virus and that im truly sorry... now my com's infected... my cousin passed it to me through msn... not blaming her but it was a bit too late when she told me it was a virus... was actually halfway through this post when the whole internet just closed down... so i have to re-type everything... well, i was saying that today is very tiring.... had band exchange with 5 other JCs... HCJC, TJC, YJC, SRJC and NJC... what happened today was very interesting.... btw... Janice, i havent linked you.. something's wrong with the link... only 4 came out.. dont know why... i'll try again... and Kenny, thanks for treating the 5 of us dinner today... so many things happening and im trying to catch up with work... trying not to complain too much... but trying to be diligent and work hard to do my best... im managing to catch up with hw and stabalising my life.... how?? really missed the days in sec sch... thinking back, it was quite easy then... wonder why we got so stressed?? today we met so many sec sch friends... ok... i shall not classify them as sec sch friends... instead, in general, friends! ha! they shall be more than friends to me... after all, they have been more than friends the past few years... encouraging each other... really hope you guys succeed in what ever you do! new friends will definitely come in and time management is another factor... but then, even now, time is of essense... like essence of chicken... ok... i know... lame again... right... i'd better get on with doing up my blog... looks quite crappy now...

Give me a breather...

2005-04-14T12:18:00.000+08:00

school has started officially... well, it has been very tough because of alot of work to catch up with... wish i had studied during the first 3 months... now taking 4 A level subjects is not easy to deal with... especially with FMaths... they covered so many topics... havent had time to digest only they start a new topic... the past week has been hideously packed so had very little time to update my blog... PRSS had their SYF today and they managed to get back a silver! I'm very happy already... PRSS band!! although you may not get a gold, you will still be the band i am happy to be with! good news Janice and Suaidah.. linked you both.. anyone else wants me to link them?? just put your webby and your name and i'll link you ASAP... MJC band is preparing for SYF... 5th May... seems so near yet so far... wonder if it'll be like the last SYF i competed in... atmosphere may be different... the standards of judging will definitely be higher... everyone is hoping for a gold... who isnt? but i really hope we can get a gold so that i can experience being in a band that has attained a gold... so many things to do.. but dont worry, all who read this blog... i'll faithfully update it at least once a week to keep you ppl posed.. BY, Joey, and all the rest, hope we still can make time for some outing again? keep in touch ok??

Days of my life.

2005-04-06T09:38:00.000+08:00

MJC has been very nice so far... lectures all day but lots of breaks in between... however, it is very tiring... especially fmaths.. really thinking why i took fmaths... challenging?? maybe... but then they covered so many topics within the week... just yesterday, they tested us.. so fast right?? whats more, its very hard... can barely understand... but still can cope... met lots of new friends at the lecture, but most of them were from my pri sch... good thing they are there... or else i'll be so lonely.. first time i am understanding chemistry during lesson... shocking.. i can even do most of the questions on my own.. for phy, some carelessness but i hope i wont be careless anymore.. visited PRSS band yest.. sir was in quite a bad mood... esp with SiXian... dunno why either, but apparently something she did made sir quite mad.. hope this doesnt affect the SYF next wed.. and i hope that this doesnt affect her... feel like going for SYF next week... but then, must skip school and that is not a valid reason... how?!? the stupid bus service yesterday so screwed up... 2 bus 29's came and went and we, as in me, Yosua and BoYuan, didnt board the bus... why? it was fully packed... its so stupid... going to write a complain letter to SBS... they suck man... wonder should i write sparstically and sarcastically, or should i write with lots of anger?? dont think they like reading angry notes... if it was me i wouldnt like it either... although i'm very pissed at them... feel like writing to the forum too... let the whole Singapore know how bad this servic is... so tired yet so many things to do... tmr school gonna end late again.. all thanks to CCA... but the band there is rather fun! no complaints! the only complain is to SBS... wonder if anyone will read this blog if i let everyone know... i know BoYuan, Weslie and Joey would... because they're my closest friends, and it will never change for the worse... Yosua, a bit hard to think cos he seldom goes online, although he is one of the group too... Su'aidah maybe... if BY tells her... the rest i dont know... well, gotta write complain letters to SBS now...

MJC Orientation

2005-04-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

Whee!!! orientation was fun!! really learnt a lot of new stuff there... the cheers were especially uniquely nice... well, just a brief summary, the past 3 days was just loads of fun, fun and more fun!! first day was the tough part.. breaking the ice... but by the afternoon, we were more or less bonded as one... 2nd day was even better... went out of school, took public transport and ran around looking like fools, but who cares?? we played outdoor games at game stations set up by the organising committee.. well, we were tired but we had our share of fun... yesterday was the best of all... water games in the morning, meant that we all got wet from head to toe and made the school a total mess... then at night, there was campfire in the school.... all of us were made to perform something to everyone... my group did the hakka dance... at least i think thats how its spelt... whoa... did we rock shit!! well... some of the cheers went like that 'whats that banner in the sky called? ALHENA! whos the champion of the field? ALHENA!! whats the house thats gonna kick ass? ALHENA!! whats the house thats gonna win?? ALHENA!! who dares to mess with us, WILL BE CHAO DA!! who dares to mess with us, WILL BE CHAO DA!! who dares to mess with us, WILL BE CHAO DA!!'...... and 'we are gonna win! win like champions! we are gonna fight! fight like champions! we are gonna win like champions fight like champions! all the rest can go fly kite! fly kite, fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite! fly kite, fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite!'.... yep!! thats what we did... overall, i rate the orientation a 5 of 5 star!! woo hoo!! they have nice ppl there too!!

SurPrise!!

2005-03-27T13:24:00.000+08:00

Came back from church today and i recieved two letters.. one from MOE, the other from reader's digest... but, shockingly, i saw a package one the table... my name on it... then when i looked, it was from America!! shocked shocked... then i remembered that a few weeks back, i registered for Tim Janis' website, then they said they would send me a free CD if i gave them my address... so, it really worked!! haha!! so glad... wanna thank them from the bottom of my heart... they even paid for postage... however, i already have that CD... even so, its something i appreciate... THANKS TIM JANIS!!! btw, his website is www.timjanis.com... so if you wanna sign up, you can do so... and get a free CD!!!!~~

Woah.. So boring...

2005-03-24T14:07:00.000+08:00

First day of MJC... thought it would be sort of fun... well... it wasnt!! anyway, wanna thank BoYuan for all the effort he put in to help me do up my blog... without him, i would probably never have a blog... although its not as nice as the old one, gotta get BY to help me again... BY... another task... well... wanna congratulate all who got into their first choice for JAE.. dont know why, but i found myself acting strangely these few days... some things i just cant understand... hmm... hope i dont become like Joey... as long as i control myself to a certain limit, im sure i'll get over this period of time... dark gloomy days... sigh... just very tired after a whole day of running around... my powerboat test is coming up this sat... its only the theory.. but its bad enough... havent studied enough... howW????!!!!??? feel like going PRSS band tmr... but jc oso got band although tmr is holiday.. weird... dont really care at this time... i think all my qualities are hidden somewhere... just not what i used to be... couldnt even comfort a friend today... too many thoughts on my mind... even slp doesnt let me go... well... if this continues, i'll have to seek proffesional help....

From previous blog...

2005-03-24T13:59:00.000+08:00

ChickenHater : This blog was not my idea. BoYuan created this for me. I did not do this. PS, haha i got links but Joey doesn't!!

Foxtune and Avery.... the co-owners..... : "Like?... go and Die lar.... Run to the side!!!.... NONO.... shut up ..... Wow.... tat was close.... Boyuan You're sick..... Boyuan's Great (This part was edited) ........ awwwwwwwwww.... go and die lar...."- Joey at my Boyuan's House Playing CBB3.....I like my Starting.... this is the Second post of The Hater Site.... i'm Boyuan... the A.k.a Avery Chimname. U can find the link to my site at the links section (cool huh?)..... Btw, Joey is here too.... say hallo Joey....Joey: (Makes a weird noise....)Boyuan: what?Joey: Nothing.....He is a bit distracted now..... Anyway.... Welcome to the Hater site.... originally the ZhengYi site for abt half an hour... before he decided he needed help.... so now iits the Hater Site..... Wif ZhengYi as the Owner..... Joey and me are the Co-Owners..... Right JoeyJoey: No..... i can't collect creates..... i can't complete.... get out my way!!.... Damn.....Ahhh Shit............AHAHAHAHAHAHA (completed a stage in CBB3) ...... i didn't say tat....As usual, he still still distacted..... Playstation has a weird effect on Joey.....So wad can u Expect from this site?ZhengYi: ...........Huh? wad do u mean?Boyuan: As in wad can we expect to see in this site?ZhengYi: more postings.....Well.... there u hav it.... more postings...... so expect more postings in this site..... yes.... i believe tats it..... anything to add guys?ZhengYi: Ermm.... not really..... yay.... u r sucky (Playing CBB3)Joey: No......This site SURE gonna be interesting.......

Admin Away.... weird things happening..... : First off, Zheng Yi is now in Bangkok, so u won't be seeing any posts from him.... but a weird thing happened when i logged into ZY's account to Change some of the settings....This is What i saw.... Shocked!!!Wad happen to the website?? There suppose to be the Hater Blog in the Blogs section.... oh no.... Zheng Yi is not going to like this.... if anybody has a solution.... plz post....Yawn.... better get some sleep now....

Site Admin Still Lost : The Admin account is still faulty so i cannot make any template changes.... so sad, Zheng yi's 1st blog disappeared.... and it only lasted for 1 or 2 days....Because The Blog was missing Zheng Yi decided so send a mail to blogger help, it went like this......TitleMy Blog Has Disappeared!!Info (be as detailed as possible)My Blog Has Disappeared!!I hope they treat the E-mail seriously......I just came back from Thailand by the way... Oh.. And this is Zheng Yi... Wanted to post something before i went to Thailand... But, i didnt know the password or even the account name... And this was supposed to be my blog.. BUT, it wasnt my idea... SO, someone created it for me... And this explains why i couldnt log in... Anyway.. Some unusual things happened during the past week or so... But i wont be spending time elaborating on it... And.. This is BY's com... So im actually trying to make it quick... While watching Joey play Crash Bash.. My younger bro's here by the way... Shocked right? Why would he be in BY's house if he isnt that close to him?? Shocked Shocked...

This Site Has Shifted : This site is now down.....Zy's new site is athttp://chickenrunner.blogspot.com/

Hectic...

2005-03-22T12:38:00.000+08:00

Another day of running around.. Just that this time is not so pointless and aimless... Went bowling with Yosua and Teck Wee in the morning.... It was quite empty to start with, but it soon became crowded with lots of people who were there for a bowling tournament... Wow rite?? Gd thing we left already... Or else.. Would really be very paiseh.. We played RA2 and daytona 1... Yosua is really pro at daytona.. Just like what BY said bout him in his blog http://omgsochim.blogspot.com... A natural... Came back and the modem wasnt working.. So i scolded my bro badly... But i found the reason... and the reason is YOU!! nah.. j/k.. the usb port was spoilt... good thing i have already installed additional usb ports at the back of my com.. usb 2 to be precise... so here i am.. well... all the best for postings tmr!!

AHh...

2005-03-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

So tired.... One day of running around pointlessly and aimlessly... Woke up late due to sleeping late... =\.... last night played xbox till 6am... then slpt at 7am... so now its clearer why we are tired.... tmr still need to go out.... wait... it isnt tmr... its today... later... haha... but at least i got a blog to come back and write in... phew... the other one is somehow gone... so now this will officially be my new blog... gonna post some new stuff first and improving it a bit more b4 i'll publicise this... well... feel like sleeping soon... so i'll just go off now... nitez....