Sunday, May 15, 2005

wondering what it means?? dont bother... its an internal joke we have in the band.. see?? join the band and its fun! it sort of eats up most of your free time especially now in jc, but the atmosphere is there... what a week we had... so many things happened in a single week... i didnt know i could stretch my time that long... and do so many things... really had a lot to catch up with on monday.. especially missing out on one day of sch last thurs... last fri was sports day... went out to watch kindom of heaven after sports day... it was quite a let down.. spent my sat and sunday studying.. as usual... but still didnt manage to do much... feel quite upset this week... so many things just didnt go right... monday was running around avoiding the teachers who were chasing tutorials... tuesday was a repetition.. fell asleep on monday night with my glasses on... in the morning, they broke when i tried to fix it.. thus i have turned to contacts for the time being... wed was the exco presentation to the band... well, something happened to me which i didnt know why.. just sat there like a stone... couldnt get words out of me... things are happening, changing... i just dont know why.... its like i feel so drained.. wonder how the others can cope with sch, stay up so late, talk the whole time, and still feel energetic.... where do they get their energy from? just yesterday was a good example... the band was high again due to a "band dinner" which was just catered food.... so much so, we decided to go to white sands for a.t.p "meeting" which was pure jokes and laughter... should have controlled ourselves a bit more but we just couldnt... got scolded for it... couldnt go for parents-teachers meeting today as i had a test... power pleasure craft driving license... sounds chim... but its super stupid... up to date, Singapore's the only one that has to pass a test before you can drive a power boat... well, im saying all these because i failed the test... could have spent my time in sch with a.t.p... managed to attend cell today... finally... it was weeks that i had to skip cell because of other matters... PI... i handed in work... but it wasn't very nice... i think i have to re-do... not that the idea wasnt good.. it just wasnt right for me to hand it in.... thats all... well, got to go... PI calls...

finale.
2:06 pm

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