Saturday, November 27, 2010

I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.

finale.
2:06 am

Thursday, November 25, 2010

there's always a silver lining behind every dark cloud. i guess the converse is true too. there's always a dark lining behind every bright spot.

finale.
1:34 pm

just when i think the situation's improving, it's actually deteriorating. again. i'm too tired to reason anything out anymore.

finale.
1:14 am

Friday, November 19, 2010

psalms 23
The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he refreshes my soul. He guides me along the right paths for his name’s sake. Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

in the midst of exams, my body is feeling weakened. Lord, refresh my soul and restore my body.

finale.
1:52 pm

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

so many changes. this has been a year of change.

it's more or less confirmed that we're moving out of expo early next year. this will mean changes in the children's ministry, changes in location, changes in timing, changes to schedules, changes to so many things.

God, are these changes meant to challenge me? i really hope that i can survive through them. only by your grace. only by your strength.

pok kay

finale.
10:57 pm

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

I really can't believe how amazing God is.

all the times when i've been the one encouraging and supporting a friend. right now when i'm the one in need of encouragement, feeling so discouraged, feeling so hurt, feeling so helpless, she's there and now she's the one encouraging me. really really, i can't imagine how amazing God is. working through me, in me, for me.

Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.

finale.
8:46 pm

I need to just admit
my faith is paper thin
I'm feeling so burned out
on religion

I say an empty prayer
I sing a tired song
I need to just admit, that the passions's gone

And I want to get it back

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

I want to learn to pray
The way that David prayed
I want my soul to burn when i hear Your name
I want to feel like new
I want to hunger for You
Bring me back to life like only You can do
Cause I don't want to stay the same

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move
Help me rediscover You

Lord, I want to be Yours today
I want to know the passion of the saints
And how they were changed

You told me
Look for You and I will find
So I'm here
Like I'm searching for the first time
Revive me, Jesus
Make this cold heart start to move

I want to burn for You
Bring me back to life, Jesus
Help me rediscover You

finale.
7:39 pm

Tuesday, November 02, 2010

let go and let God. a phrase that's easy to recite, but hard to incorporate. maybe this phase is to teach me more things on how to let go and let God

finale.
10:12 pm

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