Saturday, February 17, 2007
army has begun. i dont know what to say about it. its just a thing every guy has to go through.
complaints are useless, they dont do a thing. it doesnt improve the situation. im sorry i've put you in such a position where you're compelled about me. i know you're out there. im thinking of you. im sorry for treating you like some ungrown child.
now, the blood in me is you. i cant always rely on you for every single thing and i know that. i will be strong. i will grow and not be pressuring you about things that i should know better myself. i mean it. there is no way i'll ever be able to face myself if i become so weak, even a single ant bite will kill me. thats why i want to grow. thats why i want to improve. i dont want things to come to such a state again that we fall apart. thats why im doing what im gonna do. change is neccessary. i will change for the better.
the things you say, i hold it in my heart. the things you do, i keep in my mind. the times we spend, i treasure it. so, dont ever forget me. its times like this that makes us strong and prove that we can. its times like this that causes us to realise that we cant survive alone. thats why i rely on you. thats why i want to be strong and set you free. I WANT TO SEE YOU SOAR IN THE SKY.
with each passing day, i feel furthur from reality. but when i meet up with you, everything seems to fall into place. nothing can describe the joy that i have when im with you. its like everything is set into place and you've prepared the world for me. its like i just need to follow you and know that you want the best for me. just show me what i must do, i'll do it. just show me clearly, i'll see the picture. a picture paints a thousand words.
lastly, we'll survive through this and we'll be stronger. stronger than we've ever been. we'll be more lasting and more truthful. no doubt, there will be disagreements but i know, we'll get through it no matter how hard. that's cause we hold each other too close to let go. if we let go, our world crumbles. there's no turning away and no running. lets move forward. =)
Labels: love
finale.
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