Sunday, June 05, 2005

maybe i should write in paragraphs this time.. will someone please teach me how to get a tagboard? im sorry but i think im totally lost with this sort of things... i can only attempt to fix computers of which most of them get fixed.... sometimes things go wrong but i can troubleshoot... but thats about all i can ever do... learning about tagboard is something im not good at..

well, taking some advice and writing in paragraphs now... i've had one tiring week of holidays... not the first time though.. it may seem that i am getting a lot of work... it may seem i cannot handle my time, from the way my blog is written... it may not be though... anyway, digressing is not good... tuesday i was called to school early for some chinese oral practice... my chinese sucks totally... im never good at it... even the passage was crap... could read some words off the paper but those were mostly basic words that everyone should know... so we had 2 hrs of phy lectures followed by a half hour break and then 2 hrs of fmaths lectures... it was nothing but a mad day... 2 hrs of phy and fmaths EACH.. well, at least i learned something that day... even wednesday wasnt as bad.. but more things were learnt on wed... met up with Mrs Loh and fixed a few days for one-one coaching for physics... she's a good teacher... she cares for us and she teaches well... i shouldnt be failing physics if she's teaching me.. what to do? im just not very smart thats all... went to tjc concert at night with some atp ppl and other band members... it was a good experience at VCH... TJC's band is good.. thats all i can say.. and they have thick skin...

homework is the usual thing we find in school.. but here in mjc, we do it like this! nah.. we get like homework to the power of infinity minus one.. what is one? insignificant... ha! that reminds me... we havent gotton our fmaths lecture tests back yet... wonder who passed at all... went to school early on thursday and yesterday to study.... thursday after school we had the old+new exco meeting and the year 2s shared what they did in the past one year and how they have contributed so much to the band... many things they said about their experience made us prepared not to repeat the same mistakes they did.. all their mistakes shared one common thing... not enough time to plan... we shall strive not to repeat those mistakes... KT bought pizza for us.... we were grateful for it but sad to say, we, maybe i, didnt quite enjoy it... yesterday was the first practice after about 2 weeks break from band... mostly it went fine because some year 2s came back and helped in the sight reading of the pieces... i must say that their sight reading is much better than the us... no point brooding over this... huikoon said i wasnt the person she knew yesterday... maybe i wasnt... some of them said i was high... i tried to control myself... to a certain extent it helped... but they still said i wasnt myself... well? cant do anything... its yesterday's thing... look forward and learn from yesterday's weirdness and learn...

today im taking the powerboat practical test again after failing the last time... i hope i can pass it this time and forget about it ever... ughh... praying for good weather and calm seas... praying for a lot of things... praying that i dont screw up this time round.... wish me all the best??

finale.
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